▓▒░LOOMING SECRETS░▒▓

Super Creepy Lullaby

2010-05-06T19:02:00.000-07:00

The Most Creepiest Lullaby :

Sunlight is fading,

night is awake!

Rest in my arms

and rest until day..

Deep and Dark Is the sky at night...

Moon and stars grow bright..

Its creepy right?
Even creepier if you sing it.
If you get nightmare, it ain't my fault.
I warned you didn't I?

-Apple

Oh Great..

2010-04-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

Orange must have been saying lots of bad things 'bout me... =.=

* CURSES ORANGE* XD

This year's life have been not so good.... Honestly sometimes I wish it would quickly pass by..

If only...If Only....haiz....don't really know how to say..

If you are there, just listen to me

HeY YOu, YEs YoU.
Just get out from my life
you made my life more stressful.
If only you didn't exist in my world!
If Only...Haiz
can't think anymore.

DUDE! I know its rare for me to be damn emo.
This is really bad.

Oh Great..

It's Been Awhile..

2010-02-11T05:47:00.000-08:00

A whole month of not posting. =.=
This blog practically died.
Haihz. This Apple very lazy to write blog already I think.

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A random story I am going to tell... :

A girl once had a best friend. They always hanged out together, play, chat and whatever girls do. You wouldn't see one without the other.

But one day, her best friend stopped contacting her. The girl thought it was okay, because they still could talk during school. In school, her best friend didn't talk to her and seemed to be avoiding her. The girl was puzzled and sad.

One day, the girl found a letter addressed to her. It was from her best friend.

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

Dear Friend, it was fun while it lasted.
But now it's time for us to part.
I'm now leaving this state, and I ain't coming back anymore.
Although we've only known each for a year,
A whole lot of things I learned about.
So goodbye dear friend,
As last words,
I daresay you've changed a lot.

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

The girl could not believe what she saw. She tried to find where she had gone. At least to bid farewell. But by the time she found the airport, her best friend was already gone.

The girl went to school with a forlorn look. Now, she thought. My life won't be fun anymore. Suddenly, a group of girls gathered around her and asked her to be part of the gang. At first she didn't like it, but soon enjoyed it a lot. The company of the chattering and laughing made her feel alright.

Suddenly, she realized. This best friend of hers, happened to be the first one to be friends with her. She used to be anti-social and stay alone. But now, she had changed. Only then did the girl understood what her best friend had written to her. Her best friend came when she most needed her. As fast as she came, as fast as she was gone.

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Sometimes, people walk out of our lives for a reason. Some people came in to fulfill the purpose, and once it's done, they go. Sometimes it's no use pondering on why and what happened. Even searching a whole lifetime may result in no answers.

So just keep your wits and just endure the following chapter of your life..

-Orange

>_<

2010-01-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

Gosh. The holidays are over already!!
Time for school and this blog has been deserted. =.=
Just because I was waiting for Apple to write something.
But she's too obsessed with something else to actually blog.

Okay..
What happened in school again?
Oh yea...

NOOOOOO!!! I BECAME A CLASS MONITOR!!!!!! T^T

Why me teacher? *sobs*
Oh well. It's time to face the truth.
I'm going to be a class monitor for the whole year!!!!

NOOOOOOO!!!

Hopefully I won't be next year.
NO.
I WILL OBJECT IF I AM AGAIN!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!

This is so not my kind of blog post... =.=

To be continued??

-Orange

Realization

2009-11-15T02:39:00.000-08:00

I have realized I have a minor problem.
Well, maybe it isn't a problem.

Guess what? I realize I can't talk before I think.
Yeah.. Some people think that is good because it is like 'Think twice before you speak' saying thing.
But to me, it's quite a big problem.
Heh, you might not get the point so I'll try to illustrate.

For example, when I want to ask someone for something, I have to think of the whole sentence in my head. Like, I would think in my head, 'Hey, going to school tomorrow? It's the last day of school this year,' I can't just say it naturally. I have to repeat the sentences in my head to make sure.

But at least, fortunately, sometimes I can speak 'freely' without over-thinking.
Haha.. Now you know.
Care to help me change? ;P

Wow. What a random post.

-Orange

What I Love

2009-10-14T19:55:00.000-07:00

If you could choose between rain and sunshine, what would you choose?
Most people would prefer sunshine, because it's a happy-like weather.
Or perhaps, choose a cloudy weather, not too sunny, but not raining.
Only a minuscule sum would choose rain. One of them is me.

Rain.

Most people would define it as a gloomy and moody weather.
People don't like it when it rains, because they have to rush in their laundry, a day at the beach spoilt, and getting wet!
Such an unpleasant experience for most.
But to me, rain defines a whole different meaning.

Rain is beautiful to me.
When it rains, what I always wanted to do is just standing out in the rain.
You may think its silly, but not to me.
Getting drenched by the rain is a comfort to me.

Drenching makes my pain go away.
When I feel my life is hopeless, when I see rain I'm happy again.
The rain makes me feel understood, because I feel it understands my feelings.

When its sunny, people can go for a day at the beach, picnics, outdoor games, jungle trekking and oh so much more.
When it rains people complain.
If the rain had feelings, it will feel so sad.
Raining was its job, and people don't understand.
What if it really didn't want to live like that, you'll never know now won't you?

If you do think rain is gloomy, let me give you something to think about.
How can something so gloomy can help make a beautiful rainbow?
Without rain, do you think you exist?
You would not have water to drink, bath and so more.

Rain. Something I have come to know and always loved.

-Orange

Am I Really....?

2009-09-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

OK,
I Know This Is LAME,

BUT,

AM I REALLY...?
THAT FAT??

*CRIES*

People keep saying i'm fat.
Example that bastard

Donald
Wei Zhun

AND BLA BLA BLA....

Nowadays I really think......

Am I REALLY...?

THAT FAT??????????

Haiz...Who Knows..?
Maybe I am THAT fat..

And I Am Greedy after all...always eat biscuits at a day plus

Breakfast+Lunch+Dinner

Or Maybe even

SUPPER.....

Nowadays maybe I should exercise and have diet at the same time...

THEN PEOPLE WON'T CALL ME FAT!

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I'm hungry >.<

-Apple

Oh Wow

2009-09-21T03:36:00.000-07:00

I made a blog for my story. I actually did.
Oh wow. You want to see it? Nah.
Probably you wouldn't want see it.
Here's the link anyways : -

http://www.myfictionalrealityworld.blogspot.com/

HAHA. Weird link.
Go check it out if you want. I said if.
Don't say I forced you.

If you say the blog is weird or girly or whatever, sorry for you then.
Lol. If someone actually reads it I will be so astounded.
Oh wow.

P/S : VOICESSS... 4 more dayssss... = 96 more hoursssss

-Orange

Once Upon A Time. . .. .

2009-09-18T07:36:00.001-07:00

I've been thinking for awhile. In fact, quite a long time ago.
I had an idea for a story, an original story.
But I feel its going to be soppy and dramatic.
Lol. How weird would that be.

I realized I don't actually continue stories that are written on paper.
With pen, pencil or whatever.
I realized that I continue stories that are type written.
Lol. Maybe because not so tiring.

Whatever. You know what?
I don't care whether people will read it or not, but I'm going to do it anyway.
I'll do it, in a BLOG.

I'll probably make a blog for it.
Where words express and come alive.
No matter how weird or gramatically wrong it becomes, I'll still go for it.
Heh. You can see it if you want, when I make that BLOG.
It's a little complicated, the storyline.

SO BEWARE. There. I warned you.

-Orange

Dead And Gone

2009-09-02T20:37:00.000-07:00

All of us have pets don't we? One or two right? Well, most of us do.
Pets give us joy and happiness.
Giving us the completion by being our companion.
Giving us the sense of responsibility.
Well. That's what I used to feel.

I had two rabbits, named Pirate and Yogurt.
Pirate had a black ring around its eye with black ears, while Yogurt was as white as yogurt with pink little ears. They were brothers.
I played with them, fed them, tickle them. I did a lot with them.

Then it happened. Pirate died.
Thanks to some alley cat.
He died in such a pityful way.
His tail got pulled out. Oh such a sight now wasn't it.

Yogurt was lonely. Then we got four other rabbits.
Cinnamon, a hare-like rabbit whom was Pirate's and Yogurt's uncle.
Oreo, a black holland rabbit whom was Pirate's and Yogurt's father.
Cornetto, a rabbit with such soft fur, whom was Pirate's and Yogurt's mother.
Last but not least, Tiramisu, a pretty rabbit whom was Pirate's and Yogurt's sister.

It was so happy and all.
But after the trip to Penang last year, something happened.
Oreo had an infection.
Oh gosh not again. =\

Oreo died at midnight. Another pityful sight.
I cried so hard, for he died right in front of my eyes.
We had to bury him.
And my chinese maid was so happy. I hate her.

Then after an incident, Cinnamon died.
All because of a mistake too great to hide.
The mistake claimed a life. No, make that two.
Yogurt died after being cursed by the chinese maid.

Left with Cornetto and Tiramisu, I can't help remembering the deceased ones.
Then it happened again.
This time Cornetto died. But probably the least sad one.
She was old and all.. Maybe she died of old age..

Then Tiramisu died. All of them died in the end.
She just died yesterday.
Before I went to school, she was alive.
After school, oh goody. Dead.

All of them left, one by one.
Once here, now gone.
They all fade away in the end.

~*.:: After the pain and struggles, I only came in time only to see you fade away ::.*~

When pets die you'll cry hard.
Real hard. I know how it feels.
I don't want to feel the pain of loss anymore.
I'm never getting a pet ever again.

-Orange

Ever Given A Second Thought ?

2009-09-01T03:49:00.000-07:00

Holidays are over. But many of us wish it would never end.
But all good things have to come to an end. Or is it?
When school starts most of us groan, but some light up in pleasure.
When school's over, most grin till it reaches their ears, some cry in silence.

Being with your friends is always great. Laughing and teasing each other.
But when troubles start and turmoils, most of the time we speak words that cuts deep within.

Have you ever given a second thought, on how much words can kill?
Have you ever thought, how deep the words would scar your dear friend?
Ever thought, how it will affect your relationship?
Ever thought, how painful it would feel because it would forever haunt your friend?

Why can't you think rationally? Why do you swear?
Why just pour out words of venom and viciousness without thinking ahead?
Why is it so easy for you to curse and swear, and so hard for you to just be pleasant and kind?
Why can't you say even a simple sentence of "It's nice to see you around," ?

Words are beautiful. They heal, they comfort, they sooth the soul.
It's one of the most beautiful things in the world.
And yet, they kill. If you think only looks can kill, well you're wrong.
Words kill.

If you think saying sorry will clear things up, no, it's not that easy.
It's easy, superbly easy, to stop swearing and cursing.
But, what you said will forever remained scarred in the soul.

~*.:: Treasure your friends, with soothing words, before they are gone for good. ::.*~

: + : The feeling of regrettion will be the worst you could ever feel.. : + :

-Orange

Party In The House!~

2009-08-24T04:20:00.000-07:00

This was the day I was waiting for. I could not sleep nor could I wait.
Today was the day my friends visit my house! =)
We had loads of fun...

We cooked cookies!~
Well, erm..
They sort-of turned into muffins or something like that..
But it was very tasty and delicious.

Then we started to play hide and seek.
Haha.. I hid at very "pelik" places XD
We set a rule :-

~*.:: Only hide in the living room, hall, TV room or our bedroom only ::.*~

First, I hid under a bed. Lol, quite dusty and freaky.
Second, I hid in a closet! =O It was dark and I was scared of the dark T^T
Then thirdly and fourthly, I hid behind doors. Quite lame..
Lastly, I did the most "pelik" thing of all~
I HID IN THE LAUNDRY.

And then we did loads of crazy stuff, cosplaying people, running like maniacs, singing like maniacs, heh, loads of uber-terrific fun. But all good have to come to an end..
They went home, saying their byes, and we closed the gates.

If I had a time machine, I would go back to today, and repeat it all over again.
Heh. Fun day.

-Orange

The Cone of SHAME

2009-08-22T02:13:00.000-07:00

Ohayo Amigos!!!! ( terrible language I know )
I just watch the Movie called "Up"!
Its a sad but funny show.There is one part of the show i like the most.....

WE BRING YOU

THE CONE OF SHAME:

People who dishonour their code have to wear
THE CONE OF SHAME.

Conversation :

Dog 1 : You went and help them.
Dug(The dog above) : *sniffs*
Dog 2 : What a cheat!(scornful voice)
Alpha : He has to wear the Cone of SHAME for
what he has done......

-End of Conversation-

There's another part Alpha wore the Cone of SHAME by mistake !
All the Dogs laugh at him!

Alpha actually looks very cool but
in the Cone of SHAME he looks so PATHETIC!!!
And his voice is so cool but sometimes it got all worked up
it becomes SUPER SQUEAKY!!!

Thats all for now from Apple.
Chao for now~

- By Apple

Read And You'll Find Out

2009-08-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Holidays are starting soon and all...
Sad if can't see friends but going to see them during the holidays ^^
Anyway, what I wanted to post about is :

What I Want To Achieve

Sounds crappy right. Heh.
But that's like a to-do list. For this year.

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1. Make friends with everyone, to stop the stereo-typeness and have no enemies.

Heh. That's not actually possible now is it. Everyone has enemies. So what. Going to try anyway.

2. Be top in class by the end of this year.

If I actually go study I might. Heh. You just don't know how stubborn and lazy I can get for the terms of studying. Since I'm getting stuck with the really-great-yeah-right-yup-it-is-the-computer.

3. Stop being a blurr case.

Haha.. But being blurr is useful at times. Heh. Easier to filter off bad things.

4. To know my friends even more.

Useful when wanting to buy them a gift of appreciation. But then they say its the thought that counts. But then.. You can never be too sure...

5.Hope that people remember my birthday and my existance.

Well this is not actually for me to do. It's for you to do. YES YOU.But, if you don't want to its ok :)

6. Write a story that is actually planned in my head a long long time ago..

Heh.. Not too sure 'bout this. I want to write, but then people would probably call it too weird and dramatic. Soppy too, I guess. But let's see what happens from now. *evil grin*

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Heh. Weird list you ask? That's me I guess. Heh.
I might regret writing this. I mean typing.
Lol. To be continued... I think.

-Orange

Taggy!

2009-08-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

Another what we call an interesting tag. Enjoy our responses and wild imaginations. Grab some popcorn and enjoy the show!

1. Tasha Chin

2.Adrian Chan

3.Elizabeth

4.Vincent

5. Fiona Prisha

6.Wei Zhun

7.Agatha

8.Benjamin

9.Clarissa

10. Donald

11.Marilyn

12.Adrian Tung

1) Have you ever heard a Six X Eleven rumour before?(Wei Zhun X Marilyn)

Katrina : hmm...i think they fit well so yeah

Katherine : A swearing couple? Kinda cool. Swear to keep each other alive??

2) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?(Vincent)

Katrina : NO WAY! gay man....

Katherine : Err. He's not hot but he doesn't look like crap.

3) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?(Adrian Tung X Benjamin)

Katrina : Wow...that would be the World Record.

Katherine : I got a few comments. One, when did Ben or Adrian become a girl? Two, the world will be in probably havoc. Three, Malaysia would snow.

4) Do you recall any rumours about Nine(Clarissa)?

Katrina : YUp. About someone she like none other than- nevermind :D

Katherine : There was a rumour about -*classified information*- and about -*another classified information*- and -*the last classified information XP*-

5) Would Two(Adrian Chan) and Six(Wei Zhun) make a good couple?

Katrina : I didn't know you guys are gay...

Katherine : Oh.. you mean the couple whom caused the WWI ?

6) Five(Fiona Prisha) & Nine(Clarissa) or Five(Fiona Prisha) & Ten(Donald)?

Katrina : Fiona and Donald of course!!! they play with each other almost everyday.Sorry Geeds, I guessed Donald dumped you.

Katherine : Fionald! ^^

7) What would happen if Seven(Agatha) walked in on Two(Adrian Chan) and Twelve(Adrian Tung) having a secret date?

Katrina : DOES AGATHA EVEN CARE?? she would rather assassinate them.

Katherine : Why are they so many gays in the world?! Then Agatha would make her grand entrance, and they run away from the great Agatha XP

8) Make up a summary of a Three(Elizabeth) X Ten(Donald) story.

Katrina : Once upon a time, Elizabeth believe it was Tuesday, When she caught Donald's eye, Donald look into her eyes and told her he loved her. Then they were dancing ONE ROMANTIC night and Elizabeth realized, Donald was too short for her. And they Broke up Forever and Always.......

Katherine : Elizabeth always had a crush on Vincent. But one day when she confessed, Vincent rejected her. Feeling dejected, she goes to the club anyway because her parents weren't in. She ordered some liqour and got drunk, meaning she'll dance with anyone. Donald happens to pass by, and she invites him to dance with her. Donald was mesmerized, but then Elizabeth passes out. Donald carried her in bridal-style(IF that was possible) and saved her life. Teh endz.

P/S : DON'T KILL ME ELIZABETH

9) Is there any such thing as a One X Eight fluff?( Tasha Chin X Benjamin)

Katrina : But shes with-*personal stuff*-! Did you cheated on him Tasha?!?!

Katherine : There is no such thing for she is with -*another of the never-ending classified information*- XP Don't cry Benjamin.

10) Suggest a title for a Seven(Agatha) X Twelve(Adrian Tung ) Hurt/Comfort story.

Katrina : Their complicated "ROMANTIC" story.

Katherine : Your Pain, My Joy.

11) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four(Vincent) to propose to One(Tasha Chin)?

Katrina : They are alone behind the school and no one is around....but,in the school there was a secret garden that is so beautiful...far more than you can imagine...Vincent knelt down on the ground while Tasha was awestruck...He say "Tasha, I love you more than anyone in the whole world..this garden is very beautiful but you are more beautiful than it.More beautiful than Miss Universe." Vincent pulls out a Ring."Tasha, All I really know now is I Love You.I Love You Tasha, I have been waiting for this day since the first time I laid my eyes on you.So, from the bottom of my heart and soul, would you marry me,Tasha Yen Chin?,"

Katherine : Tasha gets a secret note in her locker from Vincent. It says that to meet at his place at midnight. Tasha feels the time is awkward but since Vincent was a close friend so she agreed. She goes to his place, and he's waiting. " Let's go," he says. Tasha tagged along, later to find out that Vincent took her to a dream-like place. " It's beautiful.." said Tasha, admiring the beauty. "Come along," said Vincent and took her hand to escort her to the lake. She thought she was going to fall into the water, when she found out she could stand on it. It was so awesome. "It's a moonlight bridge Tasha," said Vincent. "Only you know this place other than me. Because I only bring special people here." "Tasha," he continued as he looked at her. " Your beauty is by far more than the prettiest flower alive. Your voice is sweeter than any sugar, even gazing at you had me on my feet. Tasha, would you marry me?"

12) What might ten(Donald) scream at the moment of his/her dream prince/princess propose??

Katrina : Oh yeah! (duck Dance)..Fiona's my lover! X infiniti. No offense

Katherine : I can't believe it!~ *fan-guy scream*

13) If you wrote a song about Eight(Benjamin), what's the song title and about?

Katrina : The title is "About The Boy" and it is About the Boy! =D

Katherine : The tittle would be " The World Goes Round For His Smile" and the tittle practically says it all.

14) If you wrote a One X Six X Twelve story, what would the warning be?(Wei Zhun X Tasha X Adrian Tung)

Katrina : Love triangle wei...be careful....

Katherine : Tasha's in LOVE with two.

15) What might be a good pick-up line for Ten(Donald) to use on Two(Adrian Chan)?

Katrina : Donald must dress like a form 2 girl in our school then gurantee 100% comfirm together.

Katherine : Donald says ' Come here Adriany!~" Adrian Chan replies " GO AWAY FREAKO!"

16) How might Eleven(Marilyn) describe a relationship between Two(Adrian Chan) and Eight(Benjamin)?

Katrina : "Pusat Sumber-ers"

Katherine : Marilyn would probably say " They're both wearing the freakin' same uniform!"

17) How emo is Seven(Agatha)?

Katrina : If she is emo then it will SNOW in Malaysia.

Katherine : You can be icy but don't emo or you'll go on the dark side because they have some fresh cookies.

Before And Now

2009-08-12T04:57:00.000-07:00

My perspectives have changed, as I grew older.
I used to never understood, always wanting to understand.
Now that I do, I wish I didn't know at all.
All I wanted was to grow up, but now I wished I never did.

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I used to think that everything was well,
Nothing wrong and everything fine,
Until one day I finally realised,
The truth I've been hiding behind.

I've been living behind a wall,
Never understanding,
Now I do,
I wonder why ever thought of that anymore.

My belief was naive and childish,
Twisted into a horrid lie,
I never knew why this happened at all,
But after all,
I just got to understand,
That that was before, and now was now....

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I used to think why is it so hard to do good things.
I always thought and wonder. I still do.
But things have changed, even if they look the same.
And hey, you'll find out that you've changed the most out of it all.

-Orange

Expressing Feelings

2009-08-06T19:41:00.000-07:00

A poem, is a form of literature.
A way, to express your feelings.
The feelings of guilt, happiness, regret or joy.
Sometimes, just writing your feelings out, will touch the many hearts of others.

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Everyday is an ordinary day to me,
No excitement or glee,
But today I saw something different,
A broken heart,
A pitiful sight to see.

She had to cope with a lot of hardships,
The ones she try to overcome,
But sometimes when it's just too tough,
She gets emotionally broken down.

I wish I could help her so,
I really mean it you know,
But what could I do to comfort her,
But to just show I'm on her side.

Whether the hardship will be over,
Soon or not,
Even if this poem does not rock,
I want to say,
"That you rock!"

If only I had the power of silent sympathy....

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Haha.. That was lame.
But I hope the person I dedicated it to will understand that I'll always be there for her.
Hoping for the best for her. Spend time together. Have a fruitful friendship.
And always know that I'm friends with her for what she is, and not anything else. =)

-Orange

What's In The Mixture?

2009-08-04T05:00:00.000-07:00

Let me ask ya' all one question : -

What has tuna, rice, egg, fishcake, tom yam and butter + purple carrot juice?

Don't know? Think again.

Yep, and again.

AGAIN I TELL YOU.

How many times must i repeat this? : T.H.I.N.K A.G.A.I.N.

Fine, I'll tell. It's our cool and one-colour only fried rice! Yum!
The purple carrot juice is our drink of course. =)
You see, for KH, we had to cook either fried rice or mee hun.
So our group pals decided to use fried rice.

When the day had arrived, there was some misshapes though.
Marilyn and Sue Yin were arguing on some stuff. For example :

"Cut the fishcakes smaller!" quote Sue Yin.

"Cut them into bigger slices!" quote Marilyn.

Me and Elizabeth were so-called crying hysterically for there was a lot of tension in the air.
We were like," They can't decide is it!?" But after that it was kind of okay...

Well I don't actually know how to elaborate it but it was very fun actually!
But when Sue Yin hurt herself with the glass it was fun. D=
But the food wasn't burnt at all so it was a happy happy cooking day!

-Orange ( Finally a not emo post XP )

Hells Gate Breaks Loose

2009-07-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

When hells gate breaks loose...

Disaster and chaos run rampant...

All we can do is hide from its terrifying clutches...

And pray to God for his mercy and grace...

For H1N1 might be invading my school!

Ok.Cut the cheesy talk. Straight to the point.
There is a rumour of H1N1. A morning session teacher in my school.
According to the rumour, the teacher was suspected two days ago.
While our parents are worrying the hearts out while we panic, the police are investigating.

And according to another person, they said someone in 1 Bakti might have H1N1.
But my sister who is in 1 Bakti said no one looked unwell.
While my sister calls the school's helper, I'm typing this freakin' post out.

So it's just a might. H1N1 go away! I don't want you to stay!
Stay safe everyone! '~'

-Orange

Teachers Don't Care. . .

2009-07-28T18:35:00.000-07:00

Some teachers are good, some teachers are bad, but,
Some teachers JUST DON'T CARE. . .

I walked to school having such a good mood until it comes to after recess. . .

Scene from Maths time :

Teacher : I want you to do the whole RECAP

Class : HUH?!

Me : What the- so much!Some RECAPS are not as much as the others but this is the most so far. . .

Teacher : I want you to finish the day after tommorow!

Me : Great....some more got Sejarah project and homework....people have to suffer..

-End of Scene-

This seems nothing to you but there is more. . . even worse than maths one.

Scene from Geography time :

Teacher walks into the room

Teacher : Why you all didn't sent up your homework!?

Teacher was furious!

Class : huh?!

Me : Why are you so angry? chill man...

Teacher : Only three people sent up the books, where are the rest!?

Class : HUH?!

Me : When did we even need to send up our freaking books?

Teacher : Why you didn't send up the books? You all must write " Saya tidak menyiapkan latihan geografi pada hari Khamis, iaitu 22 Julai" 200 times!

Class : HAR!? WAT!?

Me : What the crap! impossible she got say! when she said? we got do the homework but finish already. she didn't say have to send up also! even majority of the class have no idea what the heck she said. Even so, I always pay attention to her and she didn't even say.

We all came showing her that we finish. alot of us really finish.
Worse thing is, she didn't accept it and still ask us to write 200 times!

Me : Stupid teacher. She didn't say also. *looks to my malay friend,Amira* She said have to send up our homework meh?

Amira : Yes. But she didn't say loudly to you all.She got say to me though.

Me : Okay . Then is her fault! Amira sits right infront so teacher told her. Babi la that teacher! Asshole! She didn't say loud enough some more we have to write 200 times!

Great....i'm lucky that i have nothing today except homework...but what about the rest?
they have tuition and classes...

This is what I want to say,
If your teacher don't make you suffer, you better make if best
Because my Maths and Geo teacher SUCK and DON'T CARE.

-Apple

A Hillarious Tag

2009-07-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. A hillarious tag.
Will get you rolling on the floor.

Pick 10 humans and answer the questions below. You can pick any humans you like, both boys and girls!! Tag 5 people when you're done.

1. Wye Kit

2.Adrian Chan

3. Tasha

4. Louis Lai Lai

5. Geetha

6. Benjamin

7. Elizabeth

8. Vincent

9.Marilyn

10.Adrian Tung

1(Wye Kit) woke you up in the middle of the night?

Katrina : AHH!!! MOLESTER!!! HAMSAP LOH!! SAVE ME

Katherine : *kicks his ass* How the crap you got here? Stalker!

Number 2(Adrian Chan) asked you to go out with him?

Katrina : *Thinks about it* Nah, you're Malay (Lol racism)

Katherine : O.o I just knew you recently.

Number 3(Tasha) walked into the bathroom while you're showering?

Katrina : Ahh!!! Don't look at me!!! (If it was a guy lagi worse)

Katherine : It's either you accidently opened the door or you have a sick craving.

4(Louis Lai Lai) announced he's going to marry 9(Marilyn) tomorrow?

Katrina : *haves a blond moment*

Katherine : *turns to Marilyn* YOU DIDN'T INVITE ME T^T

5(Geetha) cooked you dinner?

Katrina : It better be good :@

Katherine : Who knew you were that kind. Lol. Was joking.

6(Benjamin) was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?

Katrina : I thought you rather do that to someone else.

Katherine : Do you have a fever?

7(Elizabeth) suddenly confessed to be part of your family?

Katrina : Yay!!!! *goes hyper*

Katherine : *looks up to Elizabeth with grateful eyes* Thanks to you, the violent act of child abuse is over!~

8(Vincent) got into the hospital somehow?

Katrina : Are you waiting with your wife? waiting for a baby to come out is it?

Katherine : Aww what happened? *sees nothing wrong* Slaps. =D Wonders how he got there.

9(Marilyn) made fun of your friends?

Katrina : No way....

Katherine : You were my friend and now. . . ?

10(Adrian Tung) ignored you all the time?

Katrina : I don't even know him...

Katherine : Ahem. I don't actually know what I'll do. But someone else would cry. *shifty eyes*

Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will 1(Wye Kit) do?

Katrina : He useless! he would scream and run away like a chicken.

Katherine : I would most likely die unless he did a random act of kindness (save me from a bullet, etc.) or something like that. Unless he died first.

You're on a vacation with number 2(Adrian Chan)and manage to break your leg. What does 2 do?

Katrina : He will do bunny ears on me T_T

Katherine : How did I agree to go on a vacation with you in the first place?

It's your birthday. What will 3(Tasha) give you?

Katrina : Something nice :) BFF =)

Katherine : A hug. Hehe.

You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does 4(Louis Lai Lai) do?

Katrina : Runs in like a lion and died as honorably as a lion.

Katherine : *Louis's Roars*what the crap.. roaring and not coming in? *seconds later* Louis comes in and started purring like a big cat. this is so not the time.. The house is burning la! *Louis sleeps* .. Bye Louis..

You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarassed. What will 5( Geetha) do?

Katrina : Geetha :-*Ahem!* Something wrong ? and i will never do something like that

Katherine : Geetha would LHAO( Laugh her *** off)

You're about to marry number 10(Adrian Tung). What's 6's(Benjamin) reaction?

Katrina : As if i marry number 10....and Benjamin will say : You married a guy you don't even know...*Jaw dropped*

Katherine : - - - I'M ABOUT TO MARRY ADRIAN?!!?! Ben, did you set this up?!!

Ben : No!!! I really didn't!! *jaw drops*

Katherine : AHH!! *hears Elizabeth screaming YEAH! in the background*

You got dumped by someone. How will 7(Elizabeth) cheer you up?

Katrina : as if i got dumped and Elizabeth can't say anything! she is a bird remember? :|

Katherine : Guys ain't worth my tears. My sadness is worth my tears =D

You're angry about it afterwards, how does 8(Vincent) calm you down?

Katrina : I don't really know him...

Katherine : Either ignore/slap/kick/do nothing to me. LOL.

You compete in some tournament. How does 9(Marilyn) support you?

Katrina : Kick his *** !!!! Kill that b***** person!!!

Katherine : She go into man-mode/violent mode and do crazy stuff while the crowd freaks out.

You can't stop laughing. What will 10(Adrian Tung) do?

Katrina : Would you stop laughing?

Katherine : He might join my fun by screaming in a high-pitched voice while running around the place with his hands in the air. ROFL

Number 1(Wye Kit) is all you've ever dreamed of. Why?

Katrina : yes, I do. But, i dream of him is nightmares!!!! T_T

Katherine : Somehow he ends up badly in my dreams.

2(Adrian Chan) tells you about his deeply hidden love for number 9(Marilyn). Your reaction?

Katrina : Fu-yoh... *turns to everyone* ADRIANS HAS A SECRET LOVER!!!!THE NAME IS-

*gets abused by Adrian*

Katherine : She was your beautiful diamond the one whom shines your heart. Now what will you do if she just broke your heart? <<>

You're dating number 3(Tasha) and introduce him/her to your parents. Will they get along?

Katrina : Dating? Oh...as friends....ya. My family will keep saying she is so pretty.

Katherine : Tasha, it's either you misunderstood me about buying the ice-cream thing, or you really got a sick craving. *hides*

Number 4(Louis Lai Lai) loves number 9(Marilyn) as well. What does that mean?

Katrina : I thought you like someone else? *Ahem* *Ahem*

Katherine : Louis, I give you my respects that you love her although you know will die because of her.

Will number 5(Geetha) and 6(Benjamin) ever kiss?

Katrina : My Jaw will drop, then i will bite my finger nails, then hit myself and finally jump off a very high cliff.

Katherine : I'll be recording it and duplicate it and put it on the Internet so even if I get killed it can't be stopped. Muahaha!~

6(Benjamin) appears to be a player, he breaks many hearts. What do you do?

Katrina : Nothing. He is actually more like a Joker.

Katherine : That explains why you kissed Geetha huh.

You had a haircut and 7(Elizabeth) can't stop looking at you. What goes on in your mind?

Katrina : Don't look at me birdie.

Katherine : *opens eyes wide* STOP LOOKING AT ME!

Number 8(Vincent) thinks she'll never get a boyfriend. What will you tell her?

Katrina : Of course you wont.Look in the bright side, You get girlfriends! =)

Katherine : The only boyfriend you could ever have well, yourself. Do you get it?

Number 9(Marilyn) gives you a bagel. Do you eat it?

Katrina : Thank you! I can trust you cause I know you cook better than Geetha :)

Katherine : Yum.

10(Adrian Tung) wants money and decides to get a job at Chuck E' Cheeses. How long does he stay?

Katrina : *speechless*

Katherine : *chokes up in laughter* I'll give you the money, but you'll probably end up in a heap of fangirls first.

1(Wye Kit) offers you a CD. Considering her tastes, do you listen to it?

Katrina : No I won't! Surely got Obscene songs and porn videos.

Katherine : Thanks "sweetie".. You are so kind to me. . NOT!! *throws CD to the river which took it away*

2(Adrian Chan) suddenly goes emo. How does 8(Vincent) feel about this?

Katrina : HE CAN BE EMO?!!?!?and Vincent will just have blond moments

Katherine : Vincent has the right to do whatever he wants and feel. If you want to know go ask him.

3(Tasha) told 6(Benjamin) she started her period.

Katrina : Like a girl will ever do that..

Katherine : What do you expect him to do about it?

4(Louis Lai Lai) slaps 9(Marilyn) with a fish for going out with 7(Elizabeth).

Katrina : aww poor lion jealous :(

Katherine : Marilyn will slap him back and say, " Go out with my friend also you jealous ah you ***hole!"

5(Geetha) Comes up to you wearing a big pink dress. What's your reaction?

Katrina : Owh. I thought you hate pink.

Katherine : You look nice but... Who's that behind you? *Geetha screams*

6(Benjamin) cusses 2(Adrian Chan) out in german. 3(Tasha) is secretly watching from behind a bush. What does she do?

Katrina : Stare at them and drooling.

Katherine : Tasha, its time to pretend you didn't hear anything. . ..

7(Elizabeth) got high.

Katrina : NOT GOOD, NOT GOOD. THE BIRD WILL FLY FREE...

Katherine : And she's so happy that she floated to the sky.

8(Vincent) reads your fan made story and complains. What is it about?

Katrina : oh...none of your business :)

Katherine : If he knew about the "Aliens,Oranges and Puffles" story that Elizabeth and me made, that's because he is the baddie XD

9(Marilyn) can't stand 1(Wye Kit), so how does he get his revenge when she spills Soda all over him?

Katrina : Splash water on her and who can stand that molester?

Katherine : Cheers.

10(Adrian Tung) starts working at a bar..

Katrina : Wah...getting Girlfriend ka?

Katherine : ... - and he gets drunk, and that's when problem comes out.

1(Wye Kit) comes in and tells you she's pregnant from 2(Adrian Chan).

Katrina : I knew you were sissy.So sissy until can get pregnant.

Katherine : That's the best news I've ever heard.

Number 3(Tasha) decides to go swimming. Do you go with her?

Katrina : Sure! Why not?

Katherine : I swim faster than you. But sure. *smirks*

4(Louis Lai Lai) and 7(Elizabeth) compete on running. Who wins?

Katrina : The bird wins by flying! Poor lion.. :(

Katherine : ... - and after a stupendous meal, he gracefully walked on the finishing line. No offense Lizzy.

5(Geetha) is having a birthday party and she picks a theme. What is it?

Katrina : Playing push here and there..

Katherine : Donald's drowning. Stop thinking of the theme and save him.

6(Benjamin) and 1(Wye Kit) have a deep conversation. What is it most likely about?

Katrina : Definitely porn XD

Katherine : Benjamin says : If you ever kacau *** again, you're so gonna get *****

8(Vincent) buys a computer. What is the first thing he does on it?

Katrina : Check a new website about turtles!

Katherine : Vincent will - *about an hour later* still idolizing a website about cute turtles and pretty girls.

People I tagged :-

Geetha
Tasha
Li Anne
Pik Yen
Farina

-Apple and Orange

Before Its Too Late

2009-07-20T19:09:00.000-07:00

Imagine if you woke up one ordinary day, and found out all your friends are gone?
You will regret not telling how much you had appreciated them, but you can't now.
So I'm just going to thank all my friends now, before its too late.

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I love you not only for what you are,
But what I am when I am with you.

I love you not only for what you made of yourself,
But of what you are making of me.

You gave me happiness, each and every one of you,
Each different and yet of same value,
You walked in when the world walked out.

You have done it without a touch,
Without a word, without a sign.

You have done it by just being yourself.
Perhaps that is what it means to be a friend, after all.

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Dedicated to :

My old school friends :-

Farina
Nadiah
Pik Yen
Enid Ho
Li Anne
Samantha
Sangeetha
Azelea
Yovisha
Sherrie
Canesha

To my new school friends :-

Agatha
Elizabeth
Marilyn
Sue Yin
Xiang Lin
Jeanette
Jye Lianne
Yogapriya
Aina
Maisara
Geetha
Tasha
Fiona
Parveen
Teh Vincent
Adrian Tung
Thangesh
Thanesh
Asraaf
Kavine
Chun Yik
Wye Kit
Adrian Chan

To my church friends :-

Janice Ng
Abigail
Carmen
Chelsia
Cerlyn
Esther Ho
Jewel
Rachel
Benjamin
David Ho
Khai Yeng
Yue Hao

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Do not save your loving speeches,
For your friends until they are dead,
Do no writing to the tombstone,
Speak to them now instead.

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I'm sorry if I left your name out. Just inform me then I'll edit this. My brain is not really functioning now when I need it to function. Its a really long post. So if you managed to read until here without sleeping, you're a unique one.

P/S : I post too much.

-Orange

Be a Girl or a Boy?

2009-07-19T02:41:00.000-07:00

If you are a girl, don't you ever wish you are a boy?
I do. But, Its a bit hard. God too will be sad if we don't be ourselves.
But, I don't like girly girls! yuck ! they are like "eww!" "gross" stupid like shit!

Girls got more clothes,that's true. one thing i like bout 'em^^
But,If i wear dress, I have to wear pants if not, i don't feel comfortable. @~@

And
>>>

These are okay..but...

isn't that hard to wear???seriously....
so uncomfortable to walk...
you will get use to it but i like to run alot,
so if i end up wearing these i can't run !!!
T_T

First things first :
I know you may think i'm insane but
I'm serious
So, should i be a boy or a girl?
i know i should be a girl but its hard.
But i know i must so,
good luck to me.^^

Chao for now~

-Apple

Is There A Double Meaning?

2009-07-18T02:28:00.000-07:00

In school, I laugh and smile a lot. Having fun with friends, doing naughty stuff like eating sweet ( don't tell anyone) and more.

But at home, I seem expressionless. My face seem to look sorrowful and all.
Its like, I don't feel happy at home, my face says.

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Scene Taken Today :-

Justine : Why you never smile wan? You don't like us is it?

Me : *No Reply. Only blinks eyes*

Justine : Eeeeee... Only blink eyes. Never reply...

Katrina : Even if you don't like them you sure like me right? *grins*

Christine : So bad la you always say like that..

My Thoughts : Even I don't know the answer...

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I wonder, I am putting on a mask?
Behind the smiling face, do I have a different expression?

Maybe I am always sad, not expressionless.
Sorrow is what I feel when feeling lonely in a room full of people.

Or is it, I'm more comfortable around friends, or what?
Am I secretly sad with them, or not?

Maybe, its just a very simple concept.
Perhaps its just I don't want to get hurt or teased or laughed at, so I hide away.
Putting on an expressionless or blur face, pretending I didn't hear or see or understand.
Pretending that, I have no emotions.

I too can be happy.
I can smile and laugh if I ever want to.
It only depends whether I want to or not, I guess.
I'm just deep in thoughts.
Spacing out sometimes, pretending I was listening everything I was suppose to hear.

Maybe I don't want to lose.
For the less you have, the less you lose.
Less pain, hurt, betrayal,unjust.

~*.:: Regrettion is what you get for what you have done. ::.*~

-Orange

No Words Can Define. . . .

2009-07-14T18:35:00.000-07:00

T.I.M.E.

In logical terms, it consists of four letters, and its definition is duration regarded as belonging to the present life as distinct from the life to come or from eternity; finite duration.
That is, in logical terms. But in reality, time is just flashing by.

First, when you are born.
Second, you go to kindergarten.
Third, you go to primary school and take the "O-Hail" UPSR exam.
Fourth, you go to secondary school and take the "Great" PMR exam and after that take the "Even Greater" STPM exam.

Eventually you graduate, get a job, maybe you marry, and maybe not either.
Then before you know it, your life is practically over on Earth.
During time, people walk in, and people walk out of your life.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

In logical terms, it consists of seven letters, it defines a bond between a human and another human, a connection.

Friends. They are complicated.
Some walk in, when some walk out.
Some like you for who you are at first, and starts hating you eventually.
But once you find the True One, you will then experience something different.

Friends are ones that will carry you when your wings don't work.
Ones that pick you up when you fall.
Make your frown turn upside down.
Stay by your side and defend for your rights.
Change your life completely.
No, they are something more.

Humans aren't perfect. Friends are not superhuman. But they can affect, you future.
They have your future in their hands.
So pick the ripe fruits and throw the rotten ones away.
You gotta' be mean sometimes, but that's for your future.
For friendship, is one of the most powerful thing in the world.

~*.:: My memories with my friends, new and old, shall be forever frozen in my heart ::.*~

-Orange

The Effects Of Being High On Sugar

2009-07-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

This is what happens when you are high on sugar people :

*Ahem*

*coughcough*

Title :

A Little Too Not Over You By David Archuleta Hyper Mode

Yes I know. Its lame. Our voices are like SHIT. But, This is really what happens to people that are high on sugar.... Lol nevermind....

Chao for now~

-Hyper Apple And Orange for the Day

We got tagged!

2009-07-02T04:36:00.000-07:00

Finally got tagged! dunno why i ssssooo happy..cause of something good happen today i guess..

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

(Can't tell you why.. :P)

Name a friend from A-Z.
A - Agatha
B -Benjamin
C -Chun Yik
D -Donald
E -Elizabeth
F -Fiona
G - Geetha
H -Ho Lili
I - not available
J -Jeanette
K -Kavine
L - Louis Lai ( LAI LAI XP)
M -Marilyn
N -Ng Jye Lianne
O -not available
P - Prasath
Q -Quah Jit Yang(pau!!!!!)
R - Rakshana
S -Sue Yin
T -Tasha
U -Umar
V -Vincent
W -Wye Kit
X -Xiang Lin
Y - Yogapriya
Z -Zhun Wei (switched names haha)

1: Can R and S get together in BGR?[boy girl relationship] (Rakshana and Sue Yin)
Answer: No!!! they become lesbians...

2: How is L related to you? (Louis)
Answer: Friends and sits infront to me in class :D to bully him...heeheh

3: Does Y knows Z? (Yogapriya and Zhun Wei)
Answer: Z too famous so of course Y knows him

4: If C betray you, will you kill him/her? (Chun yik)
Answer: C already betrayed me once, hes dead already

5: If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do? (Kavine)
Answer: Oh yeah? i think K rather run away than being gay. And how can he steal no
one?

6: If B tells you that he/she has a crush on you, what will you do? (Benjamin)
Answer: Unbelievable.He likes another girl. If he had one,hes a playboy XP

7: Will you and M get into a fight? (Marilyn)
Answer:I hope it will never happen

8: Who does K have a crush on? (Kavine)
Answer: I KNOW! I KNOW! IT IS F- *shuts mouth before Kavine hears this*

9: If L calls you bitch, what will you do? (Louis)
Answer: S_ _ S_ _ _ _ will find out and doesn't want to couple with you!!!!hahaha and...i will kill you man!!!lol

10: What's the relationship between you and E? (Elizabeth)
Answer:Best friends =D

11: Who does Z like? (Zhun Wei)
Answer: Starts with the letter S!!!!! whoopsy

12: Who is I's best friend? (???)
Answer: imaginary friend maybe?

13: What color does Y like? (Yogapriya)
Answer:I think all

14: Where does F live? (Fiona)
Answer: In USJ 17 hehe

15: Did you and C had a fight before? (Chun Yik)
Answer: DUH. BETRAYER XD

16: Who is H's best friend? (Ho LiLi )
Answer: either Sophie or Rachel or Geetha

17: What can you say about T? (Tasha)
Answer: Very kind-hearted, sweet and i am proud of her :)

18: If J tells you he/she have a crush on you? (Jeanette)
Answer: 0_o no way. . . . . .

19: Who is G's idol? (Geetha)
Answer: Michael Jackson! duh

20: Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

-Those who are older than me
-Those who are taller than me
-Those who like all the colours
-Those that are in MY school
-Those who are shorter than me
-Those who know me personally
-Those whose name have the letter A or E
-Those who likes school
-Those who like my blog (lol who will like)
-Those who HATE me

Plz remind me if i forget anyone and if you are angry,I'm so sry! :(

-Apple and Orange

New Nicknames! =)

2009-06-30T04:30:00.000-07:00

Yay! My friends and I got new nicknames! :)

Original names :

BFF = Best Friends Forever
FOREVA!!

New Nicknames! :

Kina - Me!( Katrina )
Lea - Tasha
Houndra - Geetha
Jasfion - Fiona
BN - Best Nicknames!

Thats all for now kiddos! / Grown uppies!

Chao for now~

-Apple

A Different Facade

2009-06-26T19:26:00.000-07:00

In school, some people say I'm lucky.
Saying I'm smart. Or they just give me some tittle of some sort.
eg. Top Girl, Top In Kemahiran Hidup, etc.

In school, I'm called Kathy, Kat, KK, Orange, (not to be known nickname) or just call me by my full name. They may think I fit in. Fit into the crowds and all.

~*.:: But behind that smiling face, its a completely different story. ::.*~

Inside, I'm so different. I can't stand it.
I want to change, but I don't want to at the same time.
Sometimes I want to hate someone, but I don't want to at the same time.
For hate is the poison of the mind.

I'm always moody when I'm by myself, or at home.
Some of you may call me a hard-working girl in school, but you should think twice before you say that. Especially if you see me at home.
I talk to myself, or talk to my stuffed toys ( I know that's stupid to some people) or talk to the mirror.

I'm falling, I'm being teared up,
Into little pieces,
Being broken, uncared for,
I'm just fading away. . . . .

Always afraid, unsecured.
Thinking when I'll die, or will I die when I sleep tonight.
Wondering will I ever post another post again for the blog, unless something happened to me.
Doubting and feeling hated somehow.

A sadist, an emo person.
Loves seeing people suffer sometimes.
Acting like the devil half of the time, and then acting like an angel.
And perhaps, emotionless.

This is the real me. And this isn't even half of my other mysteries and secrets.
Welcome to my life.

-Orange

Something's on.....

2009-06-23T19:11:00.000-07:00

Katrina Khaw feels...

funny of what is going on at school....

Its not hilarious to her.......

But....it's weird..

She feels aura of hatred around her

in school..

Has the time come?

For a 13-year-old teen to feel this way

or it is not suppose to be this way. . .

Its very obvious at times....

But....sometimes..its just very puzziling

Only God..

Knows it all from beginning to the end

If he doesn't...

No one would.

-Apple

Everything Changes. . .

2009-06-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

Why everything changes?
Because there is a REASON, SEASON or LIFETIME to change for.
Nothing comes without an answer. The question is, would you ever find the answer?

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Changes are happening around me,
Either fast or slow,
A barren field become plentiful,
And the apples turn ripe.

Everything changes,
In time,
The flowers drop dead,
And the forests die out.

No matter how long it takes,
Even if it still looks the same,
There is always a change in everything.

As we age gracefully,
We should stay healthy,
For time is fast,
The music won't last.

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There are times where we have to decide to change .
Our ways, our attitude, our outlook.
Change is needed in our lives.
But only we can decide whether to change for the good, or the bad.

The choice is in your hands.

~*.:: But if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. ::.*~

-Orange

HOMEWORK

2009-06-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

UGGGHHH! I HATE MY PJK HOMEWORK!!!! IT SUX!
We have to do more than 70 + pages in one month!!!!arggghh.
It isn't workbook. Then i wouldn't complain.
IT IS WRITTING FROM A TEXBOOK !!!
I rather go and buy a textbook than waste all my time..

I don't like doing homework,
But at least its good for you,
If I end up doing housework,
Its all because of YOU.

This is all senseless,
Its not coming up in our Big exams,
I rather buy textbooks,
Than wasting all my precious time.

I have much better things to do,
Likes studying for the next term,
I DON'T feel like doing this CRAP of yours,
Because it is going to turn us to useless germs!

Ahh...Thats feel so much better after pouring out your feelings =) hahahaha

-Apple

New Haircut! =)

2009-06-19T19:59:00.000-07:00

Hey...you know when it is school time you want to change something..especially your hair! XP
Well..but this time it is a different cut...lol...well sort of (Ps : I am not boasting)
haha....but i think mine is pretty lame compared to my sis...

Yes I know my head is senget and everything..T_T
But I also know my cut is weird haha next time
better take different one...lol

And there is my older twin sis =)
uber KAWAII!!
and...

*JENG*

*JENG*

*JENG*

Doesn't she look like a guy???
hahaha anyway thats all from me

Chao~

-Apple

Kindness So Great . . .

2009-06-17T17:30:00.000-07:00

By now, some results would have been handed out already.
But here's the problem - we studied last minute. Haha. Very funny.
During the March exams we studied. Then why we didn't this time?
But I just need one answer for this question God.

Tell me why, You are so kind to me,
I don't understand, Your ways for me,
Tell me why, I just will never understand,
Why You are just too kind to me.

Maybe I'll just never know. But I know for sure God is just too kind to me. I feel so grateful. No - grateful isn't the word. God has not only saved my results, but my image in school. My reputation, my life, - everything. God has blessed me so greatly.

Although I studied last minute, I was waiting for a miracle.
Yep, I was still hoping.
And this is why his kindness is so great.
He granted my prayer.
When he could have just ignored it.
Although its selfish from my perspective.

~*.:: Man's way leads to a hopeless end, but God's way leads to an endless hope ::.*~

P/S : I'm never going to study last minute ever again. . . . . . .

EDIT : I really did not deserve the marks I got.

-Orange

My results so far...

2009-06-16T20:02:00.000-07:00

My results so far are kind of bad...T_T

Geography = 67 %

Mathematics = Used to be 70% then change to 69% because i told teacher that she marked my paper wrongly.

Science paper 1 = 28 / 40?!?

English paper 1 = 30 / 40 ?!?! ( never get so low before)

Sejarah = 70 % ( Last term got A )

But....

I feel quite grateful because I studied the night before the exam so I really thank God for my results.

-Apple

No One Would Probably Ever Know. . . .

2009-06-15T19:36:00.001-07:00

Sadness is not the word enough to describe the pain my heart.
No word could ever describe the precise meaning of it.
No one truly knows who I am.
I may appear hyper and annoying, but that's not the picture.
I may appear like that on the outside, but inside, it is a completely different story.

People think they know me, but that's probably all they know.
They'll probably never know the inner me.
I'm different inside, ways you could never imagine.
It's like I'm putting on a mask, or is it not?

I don't know anymore,
What am I at all,
A top scorer,
Or a downright failure?

No one would ever understand the inner me. I'm all alone in the darkness.
If only someone could pull me out. Out of this terrible fate.
Traumatized, and feeling left behind. I've got enough!

When I needed them the most, they're not there.
Only time could tell,
Who was there for me, and who wasn't.
Who waited, and who walked out of my life.
And only God knows, why they left me.

-Orange

Do You Believe In Miracles . . ?

2009-06-10T02:16:00.000-07:00

Such an auspicious word , don't you think so . . ?

Miracles. . .
-noun , - miraculous

Miracles are very rare. Unforgettable. God-sent. Honorable. Superb.
No words can fully describe the precise meaning of it.

~*.::But often enough, to be posted on a humble blog.::.*~

During the church camp SJAG 2009 at Genting View Resort, which was held throughout 6 - 9 June, with its theme " Draw Me Closer , Lord " , on the eighth of June the camp speaker wanted to pray for those whom have yet to receive the baptism of Holy Spirit.

So, I went up, along with a few other people. When the pastor wanted to pray for me, the first thing he asked me was . . .

"Do you walk normally?"

I was like . . .

"Ya. . . . "

Pastor asked me to sit down. And I did. He checked my leg and said to me . . .

"Did you know that your leg is shorter than the other leg?"

I was . . .

"I didn't know. . . "

He then prayed for my shorter leg , along with two more pastors.
And thanks to the Lord, my shorter leg elongated till it was as long as the other leg!

Although pastor didn't tell me which leg was shorter, I know that it is the left leg. You know why I know? The answer is simple. I knew that the left leg was elongating.

So this answers the tittle of this post.
Miracles do exist.
And when you receive it, no words can fully describe its true meaning.

Only when you experience it , only then you can understand.
I cannot explain it to you all.
But, I know one thing. Miracles come at God's timing.
Never earlier, never later. Always on time.

- Orange

Church camp just finish! =)

2009-06-10T01:03:00.000-07:00

Church camp just finish! (duh)
And our camp speaker, Rev. Benedict Rajan was awesome!
I believed we really draw closer to God.

The last day of the camp was the best of all.
We were praying for the Baptism of the Holy Spirit.
And I was quite successful! I really thank God for that healing...

Our theme song for this camp : Deeper

Verse 1 :

I want to know You,
I want to hear Your voice,
I want to feel You,
More than before...

Verse 2 :

I want to touch You,
I want to see Your face,
I want You Jesus,
More than before...

Pre-Chorus :

More of You,
Jesus I want more,
More of You,
My Lord

Chorus :

Take me deeper 
Than I been before,
Take me further
God I long for more,
Take me higher
Than I been before,
Jesus I want more,
Jesus I need more,

Bridge :

More of You,
More of You,Jesus
More of You,
I need more of You

But it gets boring when the camp ended. T_T
I hope next year it will be good as this! Or better!

-Apple

Without you.

2009-06-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

It's nice having holidays,
But,It feels different without you,
With you,we have fun,
With you, we have quarrels,
It's boring without you in the holidays,
There's no fun in the house,
Without you.

Without you,
The house is quiet,
With you,
There's life,
There is none like you,
A friend,
That will never be replaced.

-Apple

If You Could Have One Wish . . . .

2009-06-03T19:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, do you wish that you have been granted a wish?
If you could have one wish, what will it be?
Being a pop star, a manga artist, being popular in school or being a top student in the school?
That's just to name a few. There's no end to it, is it. . .

But here's the question.
If your deepest desire was to compare with someone's life, which wish would you wish?
Would you wish for your deepest desire to come true, or save someone's life with your wish?

Sometimes, we are faced by these circumstances. But most of the time, people wish for their own desire. They think to themselves that the people in danger are not worthy of their wish. Or maybe, the people run away from these decision.

We can run, we can hide, but they will find us eventually.

We can't run away forever. Not hide. People know this fact, and yet. . . .
You may think that these runaway people are immature and not brave, childish and naive, an idiot and all.
But you know what, sometimes I feel I'm one of them. Right now.

Everyone has a good reason, from their point of view.
Life is different from how everyone sees it.
Some say its torches. Some say its meaningless. Some say its luxurious.

But to me, life is unpredictable. Its like a puzzle, waiting for the pieces to fall in onto the correct spaces.

-Orange

So-called-celebration after exams (A rare post of two!)

2009-06-02T01:02:00.000-07:00

A grand celebration for our great efforts? Nah. . .
Its just my friend's birthday party but it was so happen right after the exams :P

Here we are, the birthday girl.Pretty,isn't she?

The honored guests are... Can you even see us? =.=
Never mind.. They are Donald, Thanesh, lost Katherine XD, Katrina,Geetha(Birthday girl)Li Li, Marilyn, Geetha's sister and her three friends.

~*.:: Swimming time! ::.*~

(From left to right) Ho Li Li, Marilyn Ann Liew are our good friends :P

Quote Marilyn
:
I believe I can fly. . . .

I really like this picture of them.Very nice . =D

(From left to right) Thanesh, Donald Yeow. These are the boys who came to Geetha's party.
Look at Donald's eager face to throw tennis ball at them ==

.....He looks innocent here

Washing her face at the swimming pool??? XD

There's my sister posing for a picture. :)

I just adore this picture.
It looks like Marilyn is a runner in the Olympics.

~*.:: After Swimming ::.*~

It's eating time! :)
Look at all the junk. . .

After that, It was cake time!
Blow the candles everyone!!

*WHOOSH~~~*

Good job blowing the candles. :D

Now its time to eat! :P

Don't you just pity us sitting on the floor and eat?Its quite wet too actually. .
But....we had a plan ..ohohohoh . . .
What can it be? You just wait and see...
*shifty eyes*

Push her into the pool!
There she goes! ^_^

Here we are...learning a game called "crocodile" in the pool..
Only girls..hahaha

"I'm meditating"says Donald.
Wait..How did they appear in the photo? O.o
Was it an illusion?

When did they started playing crocodile??

*Splashes the uninvited boys away*

~*.:: After that... ::.*~

Look at the majestic figure...
Guess what we did?
We took the stairs instead of the lift!
Geetha house is at the highest too!
But some of us took lift and some of us didn't...hohohho
The ones that didn't take the lift, the results were..
When they came up, they nearly fainted/dizzy . . .

Now...lets get drunk!(not real beer)

How they love getting drunk :)

There's Donald showing off...
Trying to "woo" the girls is it?

Last thing we did was playing true or dare! =)
Why did i have to kena so many times? T_T

That was the last thing we did.
The end of the birthday party!

-Apple and Orange

Tell Me Why......

2009-05-28T17:02:00.000-07:00

The exams are over.
I'm suppose to be happy. But I'm sad. I think.
I guess I love school too much.
Or maybe, its because I'll miss my friends.

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I thought my friends were true,
But that was before I met you.
With the friends I have now,
With them my heart I can truly reveal.

We can share both happiness and tears,
Going through thick and thin times together,
The tender sweet bitterness of life,
We don't mind going through it together.

With this blessing of friendship I gratefully receive,
I'll gladly share,
And to all my friends,
Whether new or old,
Whether I knew you for only 1 month, 1 week, or even 1 day,
Whether I knew you for years and years and nearly a decade,
Thanks for being my friend.

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Thanks a lot people. You don't know what I think of you people. You just don't know how much you people mean to me. I'm just a normal person. Emo-less and all. Honestly, I'm quite emotional. Sometimes, people just can't see my real self. But having good friends has totally changed my life.

So thanks for being my friend.
Even if you hate me now, or forgot me already.
Thinking I was a waste of time, kicking me out just because I'm not good enough.
Even if you don't care about me, because I'm so annoying.

- Orange

The Hilarious Exam Day

2009-05-21T20:19:00.000-07:00

Ok....today was abit too hilarious on the exam day..except for PJ exam....discipline teacher was there T_T Let me tell you stories.......

~*.::Before the discipline teacher entered::.*~

Before the S.C.A.R.Y teacher entered, We were making lots of noise =)
Geetha(my friend), she wanted to study so she took out her book.
But....

*JENG*

*JENG*

*JENG*

She took PJ book, but it is Standard 6!!!!!!! LOL !!!!
We went into fits of laughter man!!!! :)
But now poor Geetha can't study......*sobs*

But the class was noisy so who cares XD not important subject anyway...that is what you guys will say but ours is a different case...

*Drum Roll*

Our PJ teacher is the discipline teacher!!!!!!!!!!! AHH!!!!
Thats why we HAVE to study or she'll kill us!!!!
But i couldn't study cause the class was so noisy.....I could only read...
So.....I join the class fun too...hehehehe
I'll just tell teacher i can't study cause of the class XD

But i don't know why people start spraying water AGAIN..
I'm so glad i didn't get wet...They were lucky the dreaded teacher didn't enter yet...
Suddenly......

*BIG Drum Roll*

Me : IT'S THE DISCIPLINE TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EVERYONE SCRAM!!!

Everyone : AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Scramed to their places*

The discipline teacher JUST came in....(PHEW)

Luckily they were already dry :D

-Apple

Half-way, Neither Up Nor Down...

2009-05-21T19:25:00.000-07:00

The exams were held...
Starting from 20th May till 28th May..
I'm suppose to study but.. heh,
I don't see why can't I have a break from studying right?

I'm only half-way through the exams..
Sometimes, I feel like I'm always in the middle. Not right. Not wrong.

Its so confusing. I don't know what to stand for anymore.
But.. If I don't stand for something, I will fall for anything.
But then, I have to realize the fact that I have my friends.

When my wings are broken down,
They will help me through the healing process.
With them, my heart,
I can truly reveal.

With laughter I can share with them,
Through thick and thin times,
Whether I'm desperate or hyper,
They will always be there for me.

Friends are God's greatest gifts,
With this blessing that I gratefully receive,
I am glad to say,
That I am richer beyond imagination.

A true friend walks in while the rest of the world walks out. A true friend will be always there for you. And a true friend complete the missing piece in the puzzle. I guess, I'm not that confused after all. Maybe a little. But I know that my friends are like diamonds. Carved in each own special way. Sparkles and glitters in a wonderful way. All in all, I would like to say good luck to the people. Me too. =)

-Orange

The Most Dreaded Thing In School Is...

2009-05-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

You know, there are some days that feels wrong when you wake up?
The times where sleeping back till the world looks better.

But then, this most dreaded thing in school cannot be escaped is exams.
Yes, you heard me right.
~ E.X.A.M.S ~
Exams is such a pain but it is a part of life... T_T And I think what is harder than exams are people. They are so hard to understand sometimes....

A human's heart is like a piece of fragile glass. Once dropped. It breaks.
Shattered into a million pieces. Never able to be fixed again.

Friendship takes days, weeks, months, no, even years to build it,
But only one moment can break it.
Friends are like diamonds,
People are rich beyond imagination,
Richer than millionaires and billionaires in the world,
And yet there are people don't realize.

They don't treasure them,
They just kick them around recklessly,
Shoving them away heartlessly when they want to help you,
Trying to offer a helping hand,
And yet,
they refuse it.

Life is sad sometimes... I guess, it just shows that imperfection is beauty..

---.:: Moments of Silence and Reminiscing ::.-----

Life is not so bad after all maybe.All in all,I wish you people good luck in your exams. =) Good luck to me too.

- Orange

Feels sick

2009-05-17T18:56:00.000-07:00

T_T.....I'm so sick.....I can't go here, I can't go there, I can't eat this or that too!!
why is my life so sad at the wrong times especially it exam time??!!! I don't feel like going to school....

Life's Brief Candle

Tomorrow, And Tomorrow And Tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time,

And all our yesterdays have lighted fools,
The way to dusty death, Out, Out Brief Candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,

Who struts and frets his hour on stage,
Then it is heard no more, it is just a tale,
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying Nothing.

- Apple

Happy Birthday Donald Duckiezzz!!!!!~

2009-05-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

I just want to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONALD DUKIEZZZZZ!!!!~~

Hehe~your birthday is TODAY rite??~~RITE??~~
To think he stole my credit ish ish that Donald DUCK lol
Well my friend.....Happy birthday again!!
Did you know what we wanted to do to you?? We wanted to spray water at you!~ MUAHAHAHA

But.....My teacher let him go early iissshh!~WHY did you do that??? The whole plan was ruined T__T......Hope he will couple with Geetha again... You guys birthday is only one day apart!!!
lol.......juz joking...( If you are Geetha or Donald, doin't get mad...k????)

The day before that we planned to spray water at him XD cuz that always happen to Geetha's bigger sister. hehe..we thought it will be fun to play on Donald...(evil,muahaha)Why did my teacher let him go early...he even said goobye to my prefect friend whom came out early...but she can't do anything since she is in the school compound...darn that Donald...lolz..first you took my credit and now this???!?!?!?!? too much man....

But that day was super fun day ^o^ although someone got angry and fought Donald....poor guy..he is kinda small size and that guy is more bigger and tougher than him...

About the Picture above : Did you know how long i took to do the cake on the girl???

Owh ya,that time when I was in the school compound i pretend that got water in my bottle.He thought it was real and defended himself XD haha serve you rite lol.

But still I wish you a very happy birthday!!!

Regards from,

Ps : Sorry i didn't get you a prezzie :(

-Apple

LIFE WAS VERY ORDINARY WHEN...

2009-05-12T18:57:00.000-07:00

Me and my sister woke up early just for frisbee.
*Goes to school*
Only two other 'living-beings' came to frisbee too.
There was no other people. No teacher either. And we had no frisbee disc ^_^"
But luckily there is a kind-hearted teacher that offered to take a frisbee disc for us to play. We thanked her and started playing. Although some people got hit. XD

Victim 1 : A boy got hit on the tummy by the flyin' disc.

Victim 2 : Another boy got hit on the leg. (why didn't that dude run faster?)

Victim 3 : ( I did this crime DX ) I threw it too hard. It banged the wall. And hit a girl on the forehead. T_T sorry!

But here comes the interesting part....

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We were playin' when my friend heard a miaow~ . We went to see what was miaowing.
Cats miaow, we know that. We ain't dumb. But it was a living, tiny creature! aka kitten. It was just born. The most also only 1 day old.
We told the teachers about it, as many people starting gatherin' round the kitten. Sufficating it.
We were like.. : -

"The kitten can't breathe la! Move off! Give it some space!"

Then there was a dude named Calvin whom started chasing everyone away from the kitten. ( so it can breathe la. Everyone give carbon dioxide mah)
That dude was an animal lover. He called that thing "adorable" XD
After we chased people away, some people still came back. =.=' They started givin' the kitten names.

Hopeless, Lifeless, Orphan, Whitefeet, Apple Dumpling, Tiger/Tigeress , Shemale and others....

Then in the end, we had to go home. We bought drinks and wanted to say " bye - bye " to the kitten but then when we went back the box isn't there anymore.
Then the animal lover dude said " The kitten died adi."
"Yeah rite," said us.
Then someone else said," The kitten is kept somewhere ler."
"Liar," said us to the animal lover dude.
"Eh,"said the dude. " You all come for koko izzit?"
All four of us replied, " Ya."

Then we said goodbye to the people and went home. Going to school again today. XD

- Orange

A very happy day!

2009-05-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

Ignore the title, I was being sarcastic.
Today, I can't believe i forgot two homeworks and i had to stand up T_T
Futhermore, I had hard time eating bread and I was kind of hungry during class and i found out that Maths test would be hard! *faints*
My friends from other school so easy their Maths test going to be only Whole Numbers, Fractions and Decimals T_T.....

To add it worse, I came home late and I was SUPER hungry.

-Apple

The "fake" volunteer

2009-05-11T19:44:00.000-07:00

There are only boys in this one =.='

P/s : This happened during Civic time

Teacher : Who wants to answer this question?

Matthew : Wye Kit teacher!

Wei Zhun : Wye Kit teacher!

The Gang : WYE KIT!!!

Everyone : WYE KIT....WYE KIT...

Wye Kit : Wei....don't la...

Teacher : Quiet! Now....who wants to answer??

---no one made a sound---

*Matthew slowly lift Wye Kit's hand*

Wye Kit : WOI!

My Friends and I laugh like mad!!!

-Apple

BRACES

2009-05-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I put braces on for the first time......
suffering like hell >.< -Apple

Is There A Reason For...

2009-05-07T18:38:00.001-07:00

Is it true that we only need some people just for a reason?
And then, when it fulfilled, are they unnecessary to us ?
Give me a reason that why : -

1 Why hearts break?

2 Why do people end a relationship for no reason?

3 Why people walk out of our lives?

4 Why people end their friendship for something materialistic?

5 Why friendship breaks apart when we do not see each other?

And lastly...

Why must we all suffer like this??

Does that mean that once the need is fulfilled the person has to go?
Then, does it mean we just HAVE to move on?Must we?
Moving on is hard. It feels like breakin' or hurtin' one's heart/mind. But sometimes, its require to reach something greater. And maybe not either.
But man's way leads to a hopeless end. But God's way leads to an endless hope.

So even though bad things happen, we must always believe that there is always a reason why it happen/occur. Even if we never find out why.

- Orange

Romeo And Juliet??

2009-05-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

ME and my friends were talkin' about a lot of crazy things yesterday.....
And then it includes the talk with the relation of Romeo and Juliet...

(insert name) - character's name

Every scene has a new character.. XD

-----------------------------{Scene 1}---------------------------------------

Romeo ("A") was dying and Juliet ("T.B.") was begging him not to go..

Juliet : No Romeo! You can't die on me T_____T

Romeo : *chokes and sputters* Is that you my Dear Juliet?

Juliet : Don't die on me! Don't follow the light!

Romeo : Juliet... You have to leave me behind... And find... Someone better than me...

Juliet : But you are my only one!

Romeo : Sometimes, you have to just leave your loved ones behind...

Juliet : My heart only belongs to you Romeo! I will stay by you.. I don't care about anything else!

Romeo : Is that true? *chokes again* I'm sorry Juliet.. I just have to - *dies*

Juliet : WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROMEO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

----------------------{Scene 2}------------------------------------------

Aha, this is the famous balcony scene from the Romeo and Juliet story...

Romeo ("P") was going to Juliet's ("B") house. Then Romeo spotted her on the balcony.

Romeo : Oh Juliet, Juliet , my dear Juliet. How have my nightingale been doin'?

Juliet : I've been waitin' for thou for too long. Where have thou been?!

Romeo : Thou's father is anguished at me! He has decided to banish me from thou's presence! So
let's have this one more embrace my dear sweetheart, and then I shall descend...

Juliet : What a dear pity that our families are at feud! We both love each other so! I do want not thou to descend!

Romeo : Is love a tender thing? NO! It's harsh, its too rude, and it pricks like a thorn! So lets have this embrace my dear...

Juliet : I shall have this embrace with you, my dearie... But I shall be forever waiting for thou, until the day thou will come back for me again!

They had their embrace and Romeo descends...

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LOL! That was quite funny to me. I made up most of the things XD Thanks for readin' this long post.. =)

P/S : Those included in this crazy talk knows the true characters... I better not tell - *gulps* for safety purposes...

-Orange

Theory :Is it true that girls can only see pink?

2009-05-06T07:32:00.000-07:00

OK......I tell u the characters :-

Odd Boys -
Matthew
Jit Yang

Girls -
Katherine
Katrina

-------------------------------Story---------------------------------

Jit Yang : Katrina!

Katrina : What la

Jit Yang : *Shows a pink marker pen*What Color is it?

Katrina : Pink la (duh)

Jit Yang to Matthew : You see....

Matthew : Katrina!

Katrina : What you want now la...

Matthew :*Shows a pink marker pen*What Color is it?Say its Blue!I give you 1$

Jit Yang :No!Say its Purple!I give you TWO $

Katrina : *swt*Orange

-Silence-

Katherine : Why you all so obsessed with what color is it...

Matthew and Jit Yang : Cause we wan to proof that only girls can see pink!

Is it true that only girls can see pink?

-Apple

A WEIRD SCARY DREAM

2009-05-05T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today, I woke up at 7:30p.m.
BUT then I slept back. ^_^" ( has a tendency of doing that)
I slept till 10:30p.m.
Then I woke up to find out that I'm going to be late if I don't hurry. So I did.

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In school, I was doing everyday things and stuff TILL I went to the science lab. I saw a something that someone wrote "Tasha LOVE Donald" Suddenly, I remember my dream in a flash. Like some crazy vision.

{ D.R.E.A.M }

Quah Jit Yang,my sister's classmate, DIED.I mean DIED.
Tasha,(my sister's friend who is close to Jit Yang) cried cuz he died(duh)
The gang tried to comfort her.
Then she said she like Donald(not Donald Duck XP) , not Jit Yang (BIG SWEAT)
So crazy lor... ^_^"
I didn't even remember how the Jit Yang dude died...

P/S :IF JIT YANG DOES ACTUALLY DIE I AM SINCERELY VERY SORRY!

-Orange